Fear is a hard shell

 Im one of those guys that if u have known me for more then 5 years u woild know that its not so much fear that i live in or inspire, i feed on it. The reason is that i like to gwt people out of their shell and overcome their fear. Like when u see a bong for the first time, it still feels the same years later, u just ..went with the fear instead of forming some big vigalanty religous sect bent on eliminating drugs gron the streets. Instead of wrapping a woman in bedsheets and smacking her with a baseball bat if she turned u on (which im sure to some might be a normal thing) ..try fucking said woman. Living in fear is never a good thing, but facing the fear and feeding on it or being apathetic towards it is probably a better way to live. I guess id rather live in apathy then fear, it just means i consume what i fear usually. Inducing fear is something else entirely, because that is very predatory, but it is not to be done to someone that feeds on it as u might be fed on in turn instead. Some people even prefer fear to love or money. Thoughts to think on, but just remember, pretending to be scary is the scariest thing i have seen, coz it evokes laughter...which can be even scarrier...